Things Are Really Weird Right Now

Things are really weird right now
It seems all their dreams came true
Only they're home studying the day away
Or working hard for the FDA
Now you might wonder where that leaves me
I'm not complaining, just beginning to see.
I never really learned just how to aspire
Mostly self-deprecate, detaching the tire.
I was 15 looking for God,
Then I was 18 praying to lay.
Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair,
I'll be losing any day.
I pull the dirt in around me,
I just pull the dirt all around.
I've been too busy kicking up dust
I'm just sifting through it now.
I pull the dirt in around me,
I just pull the dirt all around.
At least I'm choking on something real this time
At least I'm finally learning how.
Things are really weird right now
I know I haven't called in weeks.
Between the barely there days
And "You know I can't stays"
I just don't know what to say.
The words right now are really hard to find
I'm running out of terms to use
My mind's either weary of the things I'll say
Or it's had enough of this self-abuse.
I pull the dirt in around me,
I just pull the dirt all around.
I've been too busy kicking up dust
I'm just sifting through it now.
I pull the dirt in around the eye
Just pull the dirt all around
At least I'm choking on something real this time
At least I'm finally learning how.
I was 15 looking for God,
Then I was 18 praying to lay.
Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair,
I'll be losing any day.
I was 15 looking for God,
Then I was 18 praying to lay.
Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair,
I'll be losing any day.
Just pull the dirt all around
I've been too busy kicking up dust
I'm just sifting through it now.
I pull the dirt in around me,
I just pull the dirt all around.
At least I'm choking on something real this time
At least I'm finally learning how.
Things are really weird right now.
Things are really weird right now.
Things are really weird right now.
Things are really weird right now.
Things are really weird right now.
Things are really weird right now.