How's It Going To Be (1995 Demo)

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder
What are we fighting for?
When I say out loud
"I want to get out of this"
I wonder
Is there anything I'm going to miss?
I wonder
How it's going to be when you don't know me
How's it going to be when you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be when there is no one there to talk to
About how its going to be
Because youre not there
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
The smell of your skin on my sheets before i get dressed
The struggle to seem more blessed
Standing on the concrete floors Hammocks by the doorway we spent time in
Swings empty, I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always
About to hit me
I guess thats how its going to be when you dont know me
How's it going be when your sure im not there How's it going to be when we are strangers in the future
We'll say how's it going to be because you're not there
How's it going to be
How's it going to be when you don't know me anymore
OOOOAAHH How's it going to be
I want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt on your skin
The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion
How's it going to be when you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
How's it going to be