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I spend a lot of my time drinking
But I have to say I've spend more thinking
Of what we could be
And I'm not sure where to go now
'Cause lately every time I close my eyes
I picture you and me
And I keep trying to run away
'Cause being here is killing me
I've never felt so alone
(I'll never forget her)
I gave up everything we had
And went out on my own
When the drugs never get me high enough
And this alcohol goes down so rough
I keep trying but I can't let her go
And I just wanna go back home
If only I could swallow my pride
Instead of trying so hard to hide
All this pain that I've been in
My nights could be less cold and lonely
'Cause lately every time I close my eyes
I picture you with him
And I keep trying to run away
'Cause being here is killing me
I've never felt so alone
(I'll never forget her)
I gave up everything we had
And went out on my own
When the drugs never get me high enough
And this alcohol goes down so rough
I keep trying but I can't let her go
And I just wanna go back home
Trapped motionless here, I wish I hadn't turned into this
For so long I thought if there's one thing I knew
Of all the things I would miss, you'd be the last on that list
But I found out what I miss the most is you
I've never felt so alone
(I'll never forget her)
I gave up everything we had
And went out on my own
When the drugs never get me high enough
And this alcohol goes down so rough
I keep trying but I can't let her go
And I just wanna go back home