Can't Fall Down

I'm at the point of almost breaking now
I've knocked on every door in this cold town, yeahhh...
The higher you go, the harder you fall
If I want to be safe, then I just stay small
Want to grow to the sky where it's beautiful
But I can't see that from the forest floor
How can I hold it together
When nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever,
Cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down
There is no value for a broken heart
I want to use it but it's all in parts ohhh...
And the more you fall in, the harder to see
That this time is different, though I want to believe
And I don't know if I have it in me
To love again in the face of defeat
How did I hold it together
When nothing I tried made it better
I just want to lay here forever,
Cause if I don't get up
Then I can't fall down
Yeah yeah yeah yeah ohhh
And if I don't get love,
It can't let me down
Ohhh ohhh ohhh.....
Hope is irresistible...hope is irresistible
Cause if I don't get up
One day I will...Somehow yeah....
(How can I hold it together)
When nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever,
Cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down
And if I don't get love,
It can't let me down