Trapped Underneath The Stairs

I'm shattered and sedated
Patiently awaiting for my mind to really come down
I'm afraid of being hated
Cause I'm so jaded but not like everybody so how
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly its silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world's so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
I'm constantly debating
Why I'm always playing
Walking around with my head down
I don't want to be like anyone
What the fuck could I have done
To deserve this terror somehow
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly its silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world's so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
I'm not like God
Can't hide what I am
Like it or not
I push it down it comes back again
The medicine stopped working long ago
I am the problem
Inside I have nowhere to go
Inside I have nowhere to go
Inside I have nowhere to go
Inside I have nowhere to go
No where to fucking go
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel the world's so different
Than anyone of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing you can do
Your always stuck with you
Nothing you can do
Your always stuck with you