Walking On Glass

pretending to remember
our last december
and everything it was
hoping to fix the broken
stood by the fire place
the flames would light my face
and every thing i said
i practiced in my head
and all that i could do
was recite my lies to you
pretending to recall the way it was last fall
well ive got better days
i think this time of year you see everything too clear
and still can't understand a thing
and everything i said
i practiced in my head
and all that i could do
was recite my lies to you
i cant forget a word you said
and everything it meant
instead of you,
i fear myself
please take back everything i gave to you
pretending to remember
our last december
and everything it was
hoping to fix the broken
stood by the fire place
the flames would light my face
and every thing i said
i practiced in my head
and all that i could do
was recite my lies to you
i cant forget a word you said
and everything it meant
instead of you
i fear myself
cause your uncomfortable with me
why cant i just understand what inside you
is it just guts and black stuff
ill find out soon
cause anything that you do or say
couldn't compare to the pain
that i felt
the day that we said
we'd go our separate ways.