Apology

and not to mention i'll try to forget
try to say i'm sorry (???)
i regret what i did
actions speak louder than words
i won't try (???)
you know i'm so ashamed of it
and i won't reminese 'cause you know i'm so ashamed of it
and this is not my excuse for what i did
it's me coming to grips with it
and i'll keep my (???)
every bit of the truth
if i could take it back baby
you know i would
because it's tearing me up everyday
i won't waste your time
i won't (???) myself you (???) find
and i hope i get through to you
each time i hope you'll see me in a different light
and just give me time
and this is not my excuse for what i did
it's me coming to grips with it
and i'll keep my promise to you
(???)
every bit of the truth
(???)
if i could
if i could take it back baby
you know i would
because it's tearing me up everyday
(i admit i was (???))
oh i was so, so (???)
that of the thought of me losing you (losing you)
now, now i know that letting you go
will be the death of me
and i'll keep my promise to you
(???)
every bit of the truth
(???)
if i could
if i could take it back baby
you know i would
because it's tearing me up everyday
(i admit i was (???))