I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
It's getting harder to believe in anything
Then just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
But turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite
I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero
Well, I can see behind the curtain (I can see now)
The wheels are cranking, turning, so on the way we're working
Towards a goal, that's non existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
But turn it off
In all my spite
In all my spite
I'll turn it off
Just turn it off

Again
Again

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom


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Turn It Off Lyrics as written by Joshua Neil Farro Hayley Nichole Williams

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    People, read what ParamorePrincess23 posted, Hayley's words about the song:

    "In accordance with 'Playing God' this song is the emotional result. How I feel when I think about the stupidity displayed by so called Christians and it seems that people who don't fall back on faith seem to have life figured out. Or at least it works fairly smoothly on the surface. What I've found out is there is beauty in "figuring out"... I hope I never have life figured out for myself. I want to be in a content state of learning and growing and I hope God can always show me from the bottom there are more ways to look up."

    The song is about wanting to think for yourself and have the pride to say "this is how I want to do it, not anyone else not God, me."

    The first verse is all about how she has believed for so long, but now her religion seems to go against her very nature. Religion preaches that being selfish is wrong, but she's understanding the importance of it.

    The "it" she is turning off in the chorus is her reliance on God. She is expressing desire to take pride in herself (a major "sin"), but feels guilty because she is taught pride is wrong, so she says she's being spiteful.

    The cliff is about how life is very hard on your own, without a crutch to fall back on. The toughest thing a human can ever do is say s/he's going to figure it out on his/her own, but once you bottom out that first time, it's never that hard again.

    The verse about the curtain, the wheels, and the non-existence is most certainly about God/the afterlife. She's living success. She's understanding how the world works. It's making her question her faith. It's certainly connected with the verse about people taking shortcuts and false solutions. She's seeing the way everyone who is supposedly "good" actually acts.

    The difficulty she is having is that she's finding more fulfillment from her selfish and earthly desire than her selfless and heavenly desires, and she has been taught the former are wrong and the latter are correct, so she feels guilty. In actuality, the opposite is true.

    This song is extremely Objectivist in nature, though I doubt Hayley realizes it.

    Jayemelon January 01, 2010   Link

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