Letter To Polly

for the past, i am sorry.
i remember when i met you..
i came into your life with the slightest hope of love.
i left with the overwhelming pain of separation.
years and months together that turned into the tiniest of beautiful moments.
we watched the world around us fall, while we stood strong
defeating distance in the most beautiful way of chaos ?????
i have so much love for you still,
my heart is about to explode.
don't be heartless, just give me another chance.
i'll be your better half this time, i'll play the part.
i got my head on straight now.
i've changed.. i wish you were here to see.
it's been a year since you left and i'm still a mess.
i'm still clenching the letters, anniversary cards, ?????
if you could just study the lines on my face,
then you'd be able to see that i haven't smiled in quite some time.
i miss everything about you.
i miss the way you used to ?????
i miss the way you'd miss me when i didn't call.
i miss you complaining about how you didn't want to play 20 questions.
i miss the way you'd watch tv too much.
the way you used to miss me.
to be real, to be honest, down to earth,
and not to hide behind literary metaphors.
the truest form of beauty is truth.
without a wall to hind behind, or a door to close..
i love you, polly,
forever & ever, babe.
you're still my sunshine, my only sunshine.
please make me happy again, when my skies are grey.
i'll never let anybody take you away.