I've Been Riding on a Strange Wave

i've been riding on a strange wave
i've been trying to get back
but you know that it's hard, you know that it's hard
i've been out here for days
all alone, set adrift
with a head full of dreams that all seem to shift to the things i heard in songs on the radios as a kid
why can't i feel the way now as back then when i did?
oh i have tried so hard to make this time different
and i would be a fool to think that the days don't go by quicker now
everyday is the same game of running around in the dark
too busy chasing my shadow to ever leave a mark
and anything i could change of all the things that i said
how many days have gone by now?
walking around being dead
oh i have tried so hard to make this time different
and i would be a fool to think that the days don't go by quicker now
i could spend my life with angels waiting for the world to change
these days i never have to sing
these days i only think about what i should not think about
in spite of everything i've seen
and all these things kill the dream
all these things they killed the dream
and i have tried so hard to make this time different