Vague And Undeveloped

Polyanna, you don’t think I crave stability?
I’m just as smashed up as you are!
Broken in spirit. And this is why i left you.

I am not on a vacation, it’s a goddamn funeral.
I watched the spirits plummet - A young body dropped on the asphalt.

But why lie to a heap of granite..
There are times when I miss you, there’s less hope than I can handle.
Don’t hate me!

Have you ever thought that this
creature of freedom really is a bitter beast?
A monster of depression.
Vague and undeveloped.

Benumbed, unhindered I cut through your flesh.
On the prowl.
Doesn’t take long for your world to fall apart,
does it? Does it? Does it? Does it?

God damn it, this is a dark fucking period.
I put wolves in your garden, set your porch on fire.
Your voice is broken.

And how do holes get into people?
I Know it! I Know it! I Know it!
I watched bodies burst, i know how ghosts are born.
I wish i hadn’t seen it...