I'm Wishing For Something I Can Never Have!

We've been friends forever.
I never want too lose you.
We've been friends together.
I can't imagine a day without you.
I know it means nothing,my appology.
But it really would mean the world too me.
If you let me be, the reason you're here.
If you let me be, the reason you're awake.
Tell me something, no one else knows.
You can trust me, my word you can take.
You can lie too me, if you want too fight back.
But since you're here, you might as well give me a chance.
I put my trust, into your hands.
Put it wherever but keep it safe.
I know you have other plans.
But i'd like, if I could be your friend.
This means nothing, my true and honest words.
Because I messed up and made them absurd.
But all I'm asking for is a chance.
Maybe someone who can help me inhance, the real me.
Please, Forgive me.
Please, Just one shot.
I'll help when you need it.
I'll be there needed or not.
You know who you are.
You know what I mean.
You should know by now.
I'm not that obscene.
Trust is what you lack.
I'll take my knife from your back.
Trust is what I need.
Take my knife and make me bleed.
I'll beg for mercy.
I'll hope for joy.
I'll wish for you.
Don't destroy, what I'm trying so hard to build.
Trust is what you lack.
I'll take my knife from your back.
Trust is what I need.
Take my knife and make me bleed.
This will be quite the scene.
I need to be forgiven.
I need to help you.
But if you wont let me.
There's nothing I can do.