So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
I was on the outside looking in
No one by my side looking in
But no one ever tells me anything, they just let me stand there like a fool
Yeah, no one ever tells me anything, they just pretend like I'm just some fool
I don't want to wake up in a time like this
So come, come bury me
Cause these eyes will stay closed in a time like this
And it's my, my fault they stay
I never felt out of place out here
But I'm told I'm out of place out here
Yeah say it at the top of your lungs, don't ever let me forget
To think, every day you tell me on your way back inside
I don't want to wake up in a time like this
So come, come bury me
Cause these eyes will stay closed in a time like this
And it's my, my fault they stay
No one by my side looking in
But no one ever tells me anything, they just let me stand there like a fool
Yeah, no one ever tells me anything, they just pretend like I'm just some fool
I don't want to wake up in a time like this
So come, come bury me
Cause these eyes will stay closed in a time like this
And it's my, my fault they stay
I never felt out of place out here
But I'm told I'm out of place out here
Yeah say it at the top of your lungs, don't ever let me forget
To think, every day you tell me on your way back inside
I don't want to wake up in a time like this
So come, come bury me
Cause these eyes will stay closed in a time like this
And it's my, my fault they stay
Lyrics submitted by Blue Goose
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