My Apology

Karma usually comes wearing a stranger's light... it's easier to deal with that way
But now it's you... I've hurt you, disrespected you
There's nowhere to hide, no turning back, no rearrangement
Only what lies ahead... And you're so heaven sent
I know you're feeling hurt because of what I did to you
If it's blame, I'll take it baby.. we will make it through
Because I love you, I love you, I love you
Think about it baby
I'm sorry for giving you the cold shoulder
Never been this wrong before,
Never stood my ground and breathed it in before
All I wanted to do is hold ya
Never felt so brave and so afraid before
Never faced alone and felt a peace before
With tears in my eyes I come to you sincerely
Accepting the space I'm in,
Growing out of the phase where I just want to win
You act as though you don't even hear me
Look at me, baby, look at me
I love you!
I know you're feeling hurt because of what I did to you
If it's blame, I'll take it baby.. we will make it through
Because I love you, I love you, I love you
Think about it baby
Growth... I released my grief; it was a heavy load
Survived the sleep, and now I'm letting go
Waking up and living up to what I had proposed
A woman now... I love the girl I used to be
Every step she took was reaching out to me
Every breath is blessed responsibility
I made it baby...
I can't control your feelings
I can't take back what I've done
With my hand to my heart, I'm coming to you sincerely
If you hear me.. I love you!
I know you're feeling hurt because of what I did to you
If it's blame, I'll take it baby.. we will make it through
Because I love you, I love you, I love you
Think about it baby
Baby I'm sorry
I know you're feeling hurt because of what I did to you
If it's blame, I'll take it baby.. we will make it through
Because I love you, I love you, I love you
Think about it baby
Baby... think about it
We know better
But uhm, love has no expectations
So I don't expect you to do anything
Think about it
This is for me... I'm offering this to you... To free myself
Cause I know what I have to do
This is my apology
Think about it baby