The Fall of Shi Gao Rui

I got a mental disposition
For pushing you away
And that sounds medical
So you better believe me
We made a trip to London town
I didn't know you
I didn't know what we'd go through
And I begged you don't ask questions
I couldn't tell you more than
When we were stood outside Claire's house
We were so shy together
Peeling wax from off of leaves
to distract me from
Danger she said
"there's no love in your life just yet"
I told her I am everything I'll ever be
I don't need you to show me
Danger she said
"I don't see it"
Straight up ahead
I saw and I see everything you'll ever be
That's when she smiled and turned away
2003
Leading to the next one
She was there
And it destroyed me
Just for one night
I left myself wide open to attack
She made the first move
And an army couldn't hold me back
Once again I begged no questions
But did you listen?
I got a mental disposition
For pushing you away
And I'll do it again
Cos I did with my last try
We made that trip to London town
I didn't know you
I didn't know what we'd go through
Danger she said
"there's no love in your life just yet"
I told her I am everything I'll ever be
I don't need you to show me
Danger she said
"I don't see it"
Straight up ahead
I saw and I see everything you'll ever be
That's when she smiled and turned away