One day we'll say,
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]

As the sun comes up over the horizon,
And my mind is burning out, like the fake lights beside me.
I look forward to tonight,
A time I'm truly happy.
Is this where I walk away?

I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about, yeah.

I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]

The brighter I shine, the darker my shadows.
And they pull me behind, as I let off the pedal.
Why should I divide what feels so right?
Is this where I walk away?

I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.

If I turn my back when I close my eyes,
Years from now, all that I'll find,
Is that emptiness burning and burning.

One day we'll say,
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]

I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.
[x2]

I don't love this anymore!


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I'll Make It To Brigades Lyrics as written by Kevin Howard Gruft Eliot P Berube

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    Everything is all about choices. When it boils down to it, you do what you feel you have to.

    MirandaMbon August 12, 2007   Link
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    love this song. hes basically saying hes scared that one day he just wont want this career anymore, and hes thinking the worst like what if one day something happens to his voice, or what will happen if he does turn his back on all his fans? "I look forward to tonight A time I'm truly happy" he loves what he does, he just thinks one day it's gonna get old, and hes gonna wanna quit.

    Ashtateon August 26, 2007   Link
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    Definitely agree with everything said. lol

    i_am_who_i_amon November 13, 2007   Link
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    I think Ashtate is absolutely right on this one! :) Great song too

    grunge_avengedon February 25, 2009   Link

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