Landmines & Landslides

Dear You-Won't-Answer-To-Me, did you honestly
Think I'd ever leave?
If you'd somehow just believe me
You've gotta know right now these words still sting
I've lost everything I've ever touched
The results were eating me up
For once I've had enough
Landmines, landslides no matter how I try
Landmines, landslides every single time
I fell asleep while watching TV
While the living dead, they walked my streets this evening
This sitting target's been stuck on the couch again
Pretending I'm stable as the panic sets in
The results were eating me up
For once I've had enough
Landmines, landslides no matter how I try
I'm destined for disaster, a failure by design
Landmines, landslides every single time
I'm destined for disaster, I'm trapped on every side
You know how hard I try sometimes
You can see it in my eyes
It's always eating me alive
The day to day of getting by
Self-control from all the helplessness I've known
I'm a wreck, lacking confidence, there's no argument you know
Landmines, landslides no matter how I try
I'm destined for disaster, a failure by design
Landmines, landslides every single time
I'm destined for disaster, I'm trapped on every side