When I was a young boy I was honest and I had more self-
Control if I was tempted I would run
Then when I got older I began to lie to get exactly
What I wanted when I wanted it
And I wanted it

Now I'm having trouble differentiating between what I
Want and what I need to make me happy,
So instead of thinking, I just act before I have a chance to
Contemplate the consequence of action

And I will turn off
And I will shut down
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground
And I will turn off
And I will shut down
The chemicals are restless in my head

Cause I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to all the time
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this all a part of my
Flawed design

And ever since I figured out that I could control other people
I've had trouble sleeping with both eyes closed
And if I ask permission, if I make sure it's okay,
I promise I won't slip up this time, you can trust me

But never take advice from someone who just admitted to being devious, who just confessed to treason
And I would ask you never a question that I cannot ask myself
For it might dirty up your conscience

Cause I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to all the time
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this all a part of my

How can you say those things? Why can't you just believe?
How can you say those things and keep a straight face?
How can you say those things? Why can't we just believe?
How can you say those things and keep a straight face?

And I will turn off
And I will shut down
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground
And I will turn off
And I will shut down
The chemicals are restless in my head

Cause I lie
Not because I want to
But I seem to need to all the time
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this all a part of my

Cause I lie
And if I could control it
Maybe I could leave it all behind
Yeah, I lie
And I don't even know it
Maybe this is all a part of my
Flawed design


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    I totally agree with most of your comments. This song IS about a personal struggle, yet I think that we all undergo a similar experience. Furthermore I feel that this song is not so much about psychological issues as spiritual ones. The title "Flawed DESIGN" suggests that the author is acknowledging the presence of a designer, hence a God. Although an omniscient presence is affirmed, the song seems to attack the traditional mentality of a loving/caring Creator. Rather I think the author is trying to decide if God is a force we can trust, or whether He is the source of our imperfection.
    When it is said "I and I will turn off And I will shut down Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground" it is implied that the author's body and spirit are moral, and they will stay in the ground, rather then rise to immortality as the Christian faith suggests.

    Similarly, when it is said: "chemicals are restless in my head", I think that the author is using scientific knowledge to form a protest against the creator. Biological psychology theorizes that everything about our moods, our actions and our personality can be confined to chemical reactions which take place in the brain and throughout the body. Keeping this in mind, it is logical to conclude that the author is blaming The Creator for his flaws (ex. of lying), because they are confound to what is chemically going on in his head, and thus perfection is out of his control. However when we get to the part of the song when the author says “But never take advice from someone who just admitted to being devious and just confessed to Treason” he is asserting a repentance for his folly, but doesn't believe that he can be forgiven because his sins are treasonous against God, and thus he shouldn't be trusted because he will just mess up again. In the end it is implied that God is not the loving Saviour that many believe him to be, but rather the source of our “Flawed Design”.

    *Side note, This song may be a response to Robert Frost's poem “Design”.

    bever_meon August 07, 2007   Link

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