I've forgotten my name
I'm sick and weak and fresh from sleep
I crawl from a crooked bed
With dirty feet and shaky hands
The numbers on the clock read
1140 am
I've got time to clean myself
Then sell my soul again
When I sleep I dream
I dream I am awake
Or was it when awake
I dream I am asleep
I work I shit I eat I sleep
I'm inspected by the number seven
This can't be my life
No this isn't me

I don't know what's beset this change
I barely recognise my own face
In my mind something's just not right
But in my heart I'm bathed in golden liiiight
Bathed in golden light
Bathed in a golden light

My eyelids still heavy, my pulse still faint
I'm puzzle pieces, my memory's strained
I feel strength swell, a day dream
Is shaking under this duality
my pulse still faint
I hear a strange voice but don't know what it's saying

And in this moment
Second stop and I burst with clarity
A wealth of love and hate, gone blank
For I finally remember my fucking name

I eat rocks
And I breathe wind
I've been around the world
And back again
I've lost the static
And the gray is gone
I've got the power of
A million exploding suns

I am consumed by my might
Blinded in light as I would be in night
This void is holding me tight
It doesn't feel right

When will I ever break free
Within or without I'm chained by the dream
The void is holding me tight
It doesn't feel right

When will I ever break free
Within or without I'm chained by the dream
The void and light are both me
It doesn't feel right

Bright lights flood my eyes
It's true
Now I realise
The perilous truth
Of a perilous life
By my own device
The strength of my high
Is the strength of my low
Unless there's no me
They both
They both explode


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    According to Nathan, when I saw HORSE playing in Orlando, this song is about "my life and my schizophrenia". Take this with a grain of salt though, even though it sounds pretty right, he could've just been bullshitting.

    Coruptednumberon March 19, 2007   Link

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