It comes back to me like pieces of,
a dream I cant remember.
And I dont think you took a breath,
from march until september.
When they sat me down and upped the dose.
Said son, tell us what to do.
This isn't only killing you.
This isn't only killing you.
They say rats in your sinking ships,
I think that you could learn something from rats.
Ask them in your traps.
Have you ever seen the stars,
just after the rain.
Have you ever seen the stars,
through someone elses pain.
Have you ever blacked out,
With nothing in your veins.
Have you ever blacked out.
Noooo.
These days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
I was standing on a hill.
I was on the phone with hell.
I was hoping to hear something I could understand.
When I saw you walking up the road,
your love and desperation,
lighting up your face.
I think it cost a dime
These days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
(These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.)
These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
(these days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.)
Oh.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I am sorry.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I am sorry.
I'm sorry.
a dream I cant remember.
And I dont think you took a breath,
from march until september.
When they sat me down and upped the dose.
Said son, tell us what to do.
This isn't only killing you.
This isn't only killing you.
They say rats in your sinking ships,
I think that you could learn something from rats.
Ask them in your traps.
Have you ever seen the stars,
just after the rain.
Have you ever seen the stars,
through someone elses pain.
Have you ever blacked out,
With nothing in your veins.
Have you ever blacked out.
Noooo.
These days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
I was standing on a hill.
I was on the phone with hell.
I was hoping to hear something I could understand.
When I saw you walking up the road,
your love and desperation,
lighting up your face.
I think it cost a dime
These days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
(These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.)
These days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.
(these days these days I wake up,
with silver sparklers burning in my eyes.)
Oh.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I am sorry.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I am sorry.
I'm sorry.
Lyrics submitted by clarion113
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even though i know that they don't judge me or my situation or condition, and they mostly understand what's going on with me, i still sometimes wonder if they ever ask themselves where they went wrong... but if i let myself think that way too much, the guilt could suffocate me. i wish i had all the right words; i wish i could adequately explain that it never had anything to do with them or how they raised me, and mostly that they nevre did anything wrong. that it's not them; it's me. my brain just isn't quite right.. and i don't even remember a time that i actually felt like a halfway normal person.