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Feel The Void Lyrics
I can't feel my life
Makes me want to cry
How bad i feel inside
Like I wanna die
Can't explain, won't apologize
Re-entry blown, while I was gone tilt of axis changed
Destination unknown
Wreckage in tow
Depression grows
I have no home
Consequences og accepted role
Discontented seeds, loveless garden thrown bitter crop to reap
Understanding hard-pressed won
Through me you feel the void from where the sad sounds come
Free return alone in time to see the sun go back
Makes me want to cry
How bad i feel inside
Like I wanna die
Re-entry blown, while I was gone tilt of axis changed
Wreckage in tow
Depression grows
I have no home
Discontented seeds, loveless garden thrown bitter crop to reap
Understanding hard-pressed won
Through me you feel the void from where the sad sounds come
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I imagine Jerry was in a pretty f@#$ed up state of mind when he wrote this one...most of the album for that album. That is one deep and dark individual. I love it.
This is one of my favorite depression songs. I can REALLY relate to Jerry in the two verses.
my bad, meant "most of the album for that matter"
"I can feel my life........ can't explain, won't apologise......... wreckage in tow...... depression grows........."
Nuff said.
Epic.
"Re-entry blown, while I was gone tilt of axis changed "
The music world has moved on. He has been released by his record company (Columbia). He has no band... "I have no home"... Jerry was hoping to get back into the 'music scene' with AIC but it didn't happen. After 1995's self-titled LP there was a long hiatus. Boggy Depot came about, then the Music Bank (Get Born Again was a riff from the Degradation Trip era) but then it all went quiet again in AIC world.......... Hence, Jerry's Degradation Trip 1999-2000.
It's important to remember that Jerry never wanted to go solo. It happened out of necessity rather than design. He's lost, alone etc. Partly, his own making too. He acknowledges his own faults (and then some!) throughout this album .
@AnglerRising I think this song's meaning is a lot more encompassing than his position in the music industry at the time
@AnglerRising I think this song's meaning is a lot more encompassing than his position in the music industry at the time
@AnglerRising yeah, this is a tune that really doesnt need much explanation. Jerry had hit bottom. The band he\'d devoted his life & talents to, was for all intents and purposes, over. His best friend, collaborator, and musical soulmate was dead, after dragging them all down for years. He acknowledges that he was not the best friend he could have been; perhaps let his "cocaine mouth" talk smack (no pun intended) about Layne refusing to get clean, and it got back to Layne. And now Layne was gone, he had no Plan B, and his life as he knew it...
@AnglerRising yeah, this is a tune that really doesnt need much explanation. Jerry had hit bottom. The band he\'d devoted his life & talents to, was for all intents and purposes, over. His best friend, collaborator, and musical soulmate was dead, after dragging them all down for years. He acknowledges that he was not the best friend he could have been; perhaps let his "cocaine mouth" talk smack (no pun intended) about Layne refusing to get clean, and it got back to Layne. And now Layne was gone, he had no Plan B, and his life as he knew it was all but over.\r\n\r\nWhere he says "I have no home", this was literal, as well as figurative. In order to fund the recording of DT, he had to sell his house, so he truly had no band "home," as well as no physical home.\r\n\r\nSuch a fantastic, brooding, brutally honest album. Its hard for me to listen to it because I get so sad for Jerry, what he had to deal with and go through. A far lesser man would have succumbed to the madness, and in fact, many times, Jerry acknowledges that he felt he was going insane.\r\n\r\nMorbidly, while Jerry had his guitar & lyrics to vent, I often wonder how Sean and Mike coped, and what they went through to get them through that horrible season (I guess Sean could "hit things" - his drums - in anger). I\'m glad they managed to move onward, but I\'m guessing Jerry will be forever broken inside. What a sad, wild life.