So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
I never wanted you.
I never wanted two.
I know I told you I did
in front of witnesses.
And then we lit one wick,
but now I get my kicks.
I know you never suspected
because I never said
but Baby I was faking the whole time.
How could you ever have guessed it
with no accomplices?
That Baby I was faking the whole time.
You know it isn't like me to be inflammatory.
But rather than let you think that I was so naive
I'd have you believe
I never wanted you.
I never wanted two.
You never had my heart.
Our love was never true.
I know you never suspected
because I never said.
But Baby I was faking the whole time.
How could you ever have guessed it
with no accomplices?
Baby I was faking the whole time.
You know we never connected,
you only thought we did.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
I never wanted two.
I know I told you I did
in front of witnesses.
And then we lit one wick,
but now I get my kicks.
I know you never suspected
because I never said
but Baby I was faking the whole time.
How could you ever have guessed it
with no accomplices?
That Baby I was faking the whole time.
You know it isn't like me to be inflammatory.
But rather than let you think that I was so naive
I'd have you believe
I never wanted you.
I never wanted two.
You never had my heart.
Our love was never true.
I know you never suspected
because I never said.
But Baby I was faking the whole time.
How could you ever have guessed it
with no accomplices?
Baby I was faking the whole time.
You know we never connected,
you only thought we did.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
Baby I was faking the whole time.
Lyrics submitted by Sepulchrave
I Never Wanted you Lyrics as written by David Shannon Bazan
Lyrics © DOMINO PUBLISHING COMPANY
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