Pieces

Hewy@! {my 1st post} Its very personal so its like this: I was being a good christian(I tried to be perfect) an i thought that bad time wouldnt come to me, but then bad times came (I thought nothing was worth it.) Thimes where i question God where he is (I don't believe it makes me real.) When I thought it'd be easy being with God no one really know who I was (but no one believes me. {belive me as believe who i am} ) Then i came 'rebel' with God and says thing that I do meant like questioning (I meant all the things I said.) I ask him to change me (If you'd believe it's in my soul) I ws saying %##@! (I'd say all the words that I know) But it was just a cause that i want to feel he is 100% real that is not all faint (just to see if it would show.) And i fought and told him that i woulnd believe in him no more (Now I'm trying to let you know, that I'm better off on my own) But then i read this song and me me a better person.. thats basically what i think it mean