Well I've had enough, of all these selfish crimes
I hurt myself again, not knowing why
It seems so easy, to leave it all behind
And avoid the truth I think I'd rather just go blind

Then everything erupts
My life has come unglued
And the ties that bind have left me
What am I to do?

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Can't focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer

I think I'm cracking up, like I've lost my mind
I hurt myself again, still don't know why
I end up the same way, each and every time
I can't avoid the truth there's just nowhere to run and hide

Then everything erupts
Just like I knew it would
Been down here long enough
It never felt that good
Is this what I've become
My life has come unglued
And the tied that bind have left me
What am I to do?

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Can't focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer than it appears to be right now

There must be someone I can see
There's gotta be something for me
Show it now, let it go free
I know it's there waiting on me
Let it out, let it go free

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Can't focus through the grey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer

Can't seem to recognize
Can't seem to recognize
Reflection must get clearer


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    I can relate to this song. I believe this song speaks to self-disappointment. With the first song on the album being “Medicate” where it seems as though he’s talking about using drugs or alcohol to deal with his pain, I’m thinking this song might be a reflection (no pun intended) of where that sort of behavior has led him. By self-medicating he’s hiding the pain in his life but then addiction sets in and you become someone you don’t recognize anymore. When I went through this I looked in the mirror many times not recognizing who I’d become. You’re disappointed in yourself, you’re not facing your issues and now you’re stuck; but you know you have to get back to being yourself.

    Really though this song could speak to anyone going through a rough time and trying to figure out where things went wrong.

    Crippledon October 19, 2021   Link

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