This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Nervously you lit your cigarette
Hey beautiful why did you start again
You interrupt me with, "How are you doing?"
Well I love my life and the music that I'm grooving
You pause and slowly hang your head
I don't think I can take this again
Flat out it wasn't shiny and new
What's a young boy gotta do for you?
You look really good my baby I ain't gonna lie
But take one minute and shed your skin
It'll be the best thing in your life
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
I wish what I got was enough to be lovin'
Your heart's stone cold, won't let nobody in there
Not much changed and it's all too familiar
Your heart's stone cold and it's making me sadder
Just to think true love really didn't even matter
Your heart's stone cold and nothing is gonna change
Your eyes look empty, lost in the sadness
Faking a smile and it's worse than the madness
I don't need you, I'm a little bit stronger
You say it's been a while, it's gonna be a while longer
I've never seen you like this before
You asking me for more
There's no going back to yesterday
Who would want to anyway
You look really good my baby I'm not gonna lie
But take one minute and shed your skin
It'll be the best thing in your life
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
I wish what I got was enough to be lovin'
Your heart's stone cold won't let nobody in there
Not much changed and it's all too familiar
Your heart's stone cold and it's making me sadder
Just to think true love really didn't even matter
Your heart's stone cold and nothing is gonna change
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
You can't feel nothing, you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Hey beautiful why did you start again
You interrupt me with, "How are you doing?"
Well I love my life and the music that I'm grooving
You pause and slowly hang your head
I don't think I can take this again
Flat out it wasn't shiny and new
What's a young boy gotta do for you?
You look really good my baby I ain't gonna lie
But take one minute and shed your skin
It'll be the best thing in your life
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
I wish what I got was enough to be lovin'
Your heart's stone cold, won't let nobody in there
Not much changed and it's all too familiar
Your heart's stone cold and it's making me sadder
Just to think true love really didn't even matter
Your heart's stone cold and nothing is gonna change
Your eyes look empty, lost in the sadness
Faking a smile and it's worse than the madness
I don't need you, I'm a little bit stronger
You say it's been a while, it's gonna be a while longer
I've never seen you like this before
You asking me for more
There's no going back to yesterday
Who would want to anyway
You look really good my baby I'm not gonna lie
But take one minute and shed your skin
It'll be the best thing in your life
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
I wish what I got was enough to be lovin'
Your heart's stone cold won't let nobody in there
Not much changed and it's all too familiar
Your heart's stone cold and it's making me sadder
Just to think true love really didn't even matter
Your heart's stone cold and nothing is gonna change
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
You can't feel nothing, you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
Your heart's stone cold and you can't feel nothing
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