This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
You say hello
Inside I'm screaming "I love you"
You say goodnight
In my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him
And it burns me like the sun
You talk to her
You say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me
But you can't hear the pain I feel
And you don't know
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
About me and you
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah, it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person from back in the day
In the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No, I can't find the words 'cause I lost them the minute
They fell out of my mouth
And it's love, and I'm in it
So give me your lips
And just let me kiss them
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly
The best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
Inside I'm screaming "I love you"
You say goodnight
In my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him
And it burns me like the sun
You talk to her
You say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me
But you can't hear the pain I feel
And you don't know
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
About me and you
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah, it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person from back in the day
In the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No, I can't find the words 'cause I lost them the minute
They fell out of my mouth
And it's love, and I'm in it
So give me your lips
And just let me kiss them
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly
The best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
Lyrics submitted by BlueAndStarry
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i love this song. i love the video, but if i were that girl i wouldn't lock the doors i'd run after him!!