Oh why can't I be what you need
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
No I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down fold me in
Deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

Here I'm in between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn
By you, visions of you then you're gone
The shock lifts the red from my face
When I hear someone's taking my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me you don't

I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me you don't

I break in two over you
I break in two over you, over you
I break in two
I would break in two for you
Now you see me
Now you don't
Now you need me
Now you don't


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    Okay I'm sick of you bastards calling this band FATA! How fucking hard is it to say From Autumn To Ashes. Anyway in this song Autumn is just trying to get noticed and has fallen in love with some guy and little does she know the same thing has happened to him.

    soundgardenon May 06, 2004   Link

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