How was I to know you'd ever leave

How was I to know you cared for me

When every time I looked at you

You acted like I was a fool

How was I to know the truth



[Chorus]

With all the times you ran away

I never thought that you would say

I'm the one who's lonely now

And all the times I never said I love you

Now you're in the bed with somebody and everyone else



How was I to know that I was wrong

When I was talking during your favorite song

How was I to know that I was right

When I caught you in your lies the other night



[Chorus]

[Lead break]



[Bridge]

But somehow I know

That we're gonna be alright

Somehow I know that we're gonna be fine



[Chorus x2]



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    My mistake (with my failed marriage) was that I did not truly live in and understanding the moment....and as a result I did not realize how bad the relationship and my life really were. I was oblivious to what was really going on in her mind, and never thought she'd ever really leave me. [How was I to know she'd ever leave] I didn't understand the signifigance of my actions [talking during your favorite song] and the signifigance of hers [your lies the other night].

    To me, this song is about taking your lover for granted, and not facing the warning signs of an impending break-up until it is too late, when all you can do is reflecting on your mistakes, which is a lonely place to be. But, out of the loneliness and reflection, the song's message is that you're gonna be alright.

    Somehow, I know that someday soon, I will be alright too.

    dcbiggon July 03, 2003   Link

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