Seasons Change

For the record, I have fallen in love with you, the same way I always do. I' am the acquitted, and I hope you never see my face again, let alone me see yours. Because even though every moment with you is like a dream, everything is so surreal, but I put all faith in hoping these thoughts of us are real. Though you may never realize, that every time I look into your eyes. I feel like I'm part of something real.. I'm too scared to ask, too scared to know. If I ever told you how I feel, would you feel the same? And I cant live like this, just hoping that I'm the next one you kiss. But this wont happen, this can never happen, because the flesh I hold, just drags me down. More pseudo thoughts. What the fuck did you do? I should've told you.... Can you take me away, from all this pain? Can you make me feel, that I belong? Can you lend me you ears, I can tell you everything that you want to hear, can you lend me your heart, I will never break it and I will take away all this fear. And I'm only living, just to see the serenity that you've been giving. Can you lend me your hand I will hold it forever and I will help you understand that you are the most perfect perfection.