Living life, don't you cry. My life - pain is God.
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me - again I'm wrong.
In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.
All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me.
Now these memories
Still I hide
They bury me
All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x4)
Looking back I was never ever right. You were my step
mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin' in and
I'd say, "Hello," but you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment about
my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were
with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps
in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try
to play me!
You make my life -- not so....
All I want to do....
Is kill you....
(x2)
All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x2)
Wish! You! Were dead! Now!
How.... I know
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved.... Never loved ....
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me - again I'm wrong.
All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me.
Still I hide
They bury me
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x4)
mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin' in and
I'd say, "Hello," but you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment about
my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were
with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps
in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try
to play me!
Is kill you....
(x2)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x2)
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved.... Never loved ....
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OMG, What Is Wrong With You People, I Hope Most Of You Don't Call Yourselfs KoRn Fans.... I Really Think You People Should Read And Listen To Some KoRn Interviews!! Jon Has Said In An Interview....
Jonathan: It's about a relative I first met when I was 12. I fucking hate that bitch. She's the most evil, fucked up person I've met in my whole life. She hated my guts. She did everything she could to make my life hell. Like, when I was sick she'd feed me tea with Tabasco, which is really hot pepper oil. She'd make me drink it and say, 'You have to burn that cold out, boy'. fucked up shit like that. So every night when I'd go to sleep, I'd dream of killing that bitch. In some sick way I had a sexual fantasy about her, and I don't know what that stems from or why, but I always dreamt about fucking her and killing her
This song is so fucking sad but it's really gomd! It tells about growing up with his step mom and how she was a bitch to him and how he felt about it.
no tisnt.. its about a family friend or something and how he always tried to be nice to her but he was always a bitch to him but then he used to have sexual fantisys about her and he thought he was disturbed. and THAT is what it's about.
or maybe it was his step-mum but either way yep.
kylie.
it was about his step-mom and how screwed up she was to him. great song
true justin is right
This message is to Vampyrik, hi ya! What the song is about is john davis's step-mom who was a huge bitch to him, then he started to sexuallly fantisize about raping and killing her. So there!
At least someone knows what the hell they're talking about. You are so right ukie!
In an interview Davis said she used to put Tabasco sauce in his cough syrup...
All the gossip it's great!...