Broken Wings

I used to stand alone with a thousands of broken dreams
Those nightmares that only makes me want to scream
That gun near me, i think I understand what he's saying
'you're just one click ahead from flying'
It’s that change I could’nt make
To me it seemed to be just another fake
But if it’s worth two wings, believe me
I will never let anything like this defeat me
But it’s so hard to go trough this change
Now I regret i didn’t take my chance
From now, there is only one thing i would like to share;
I would only like to fly millions miles far from here
But it’s not so hard to realize that i can’t fly with those broken wings
Now I wonder; what the fuck this change will ever bring?
My soul already seems to be dead, i don’t have any future
Am I just an imposture?
Humiliated by everyone’s sucess
I just feel so fucking useless
Standing all alone with my broken dreams
Will anyone hear my desperated screams?
But it’s so hard to go trough this change
I regret I didn’t take my chance
From now there is only one thing I would like to share;
I would like to fly millions miles far from here
And in those times to come, there will be so much more
So much more because I am just going older
I try to focus on the future to erase those past mistakes
But nothing will ever change, I am myself a mistake
And it keeps dragging me down all the time
So don’t wonder why I don’t feel fine
I only want to die, I always cry
I don’t see anything else to try
It’s so hard to go trough this change
I regret I didn’t take my chance
From now there is only one thing I would like to share;
I would like to fly millions miles far from here
But i can still try to pretend
That everything’s gonna end
But it will never be, i can tell you why
Because i can’t fly
No, i can’t fly with thoses broken wings