I got bored and searched for you people (aren't I nice?) M'Kay now I didn't translate it, so don't bitch at me if it's wrong:
impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...
someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother-like "cradle"...
because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
Good translation, between that and the other I have I can get a pretty good idea of what the English translation is. Unfortunately the translator of the other set doesn't allow them to be published >.
Really good beat to this song and meaningful lyrics. I was searching for the English version and the translator left a note saying "Scary song about abuse. I wonder how real it is though ? Kyo doesn't exactly seem like the abused type. He likes Street Fighter Alpha III for crying out loud. Nice S&M images in this song. What could it be about... My first and last mother...? Is that girlfriend vs. birth mother or birth mother vs. step mother?"
I thought when he was singing "kimi wa saigo no mama de" it meant "You stay the same way as the last" I don't think it's talking about mother or whoever, or is that just my misunderstanding? lol
I thought when he was singing "kimi wa saigo no mama de" it meant "You stay the same way as the last" I don't think it's talking about mother or whoever, or is that just my misunderstanding? lol