Insipid

Forgot about the obvious disaster and I missed the point, through my own selfishness. But I guess that this is what I deserve, I thought I made the right decision. But, I was wrong and now my mistakes are all around me. If you could see the things that I go through, then you would want to get out, too. If you could see this waste of a life I'm living, you wouldn't listin to a thought I'm giving. I should have listined to those around me, but I was out of my head with problems. I used to think about the good points and now they're just like the bad. And I am left behind...But I put myself in this position.