Stadium coat

This is it, here it is, once again it's come for me. But this time I'm not going to take it, This time I'm going to be ready. I've wasted too much time here, time invested in you. And I haven't gained a thing, and I don't know what to do. So I've given up, and I've given in, And no matter how it appears, I know that I can't win. But I'm happy for once in my life. So tell me, are you content, wherever you are, and d you ever think of me? Do thoughts of me invade your mind, and block out all you see? Tell me the truth, it doen't bother me (Nothing affects me anymore). Because I've learned about me, and I've learned about life. And how to handle what's in store. Can't you tell?