Destroyer of worlds and the #04 RGC

Well I guess it is too late for fighting now, Because everything's already in pieces. So much for trying to get things back on track. There are no words I can use to describe this. Am I in Paradise, or am I in hell? Not sure I know the difference anymore. Do you remeber that time, when you shut me out. Well, I waited in the dark outside your door. Believe it or not, I can't tell what I've got. Or maybe I should say, I can't tell what I had. Everything is wrong, and I should move on. But I'm stuck in yesterday, and isn't that too bad? Sometimes I wish I was a bit more original, But then it'd be too easy to blend into the crowd. And I'm sorry if I upset you with my bridges but I build them up again. And I know that I paid you back long ago, But ask me and I can't say when.