Ed Sheeran tells a story of unsuccessfully trying to feel “Amazing.” This track is about the being weighed down by emotional stress despite valiant attempts to find some positivity in the situation. This track was written by Ed Sheeran from the perspective of his friend. From the track, we see this person fall deeper into the negative thoughts and slide further down the path of mental torment with every lyric.
I wanna cry
On a roof
I - the third time
You will lose
He moved me
And the chains changed
I take a nervous face
Month after month after more
Mouth after mouth after her
I said a nightmare
Complete with barking dogs and coke machines
Keep feeling like a baby chicken
Keep touching life's basement
"I'm obvioulsy confused," I said,
"I'm more more worried for you than for me"
I yell
Cry baby cry
Cry fight it
I'm not ever getting out
I'm always getting sicker
You're the person that took me
I found last September in a notebook
It was too much for the book to hold
That's how come I wore raincoats
I said first a suicide without a note
And now a note without a suicide
First a look without a note
And now a note without a suicide
She said "maybe death is my answer,
But love is the answer of life"
He moved me and the chains changed
I take a nervous face
Month after month after more
Mouth after mouth after her
I said a nightmare
Complete with barking dogs and coke machines
Keep feeling like a baby chicken
Keep touching life's basement
Cry baby cry cry
I fight it
Im not ever getting out
I'm always getting sicker, sicker
I found last September in a notebook
It was too much for the book to hold
I lean on some
She said "first a suicide without a note
And now a note without a suicide."
I said "maybe death is my answer,
But love is the answer of life."
On a roof
I - the third time
You will lose
He moved me
And the chains changed
I take a nervous face
Month after month after more
Mouth after mouth after her
I said a nightmare
Complete with barking dogs and coke machines
Keep feeling like a baby chicken
Keep touching life's basement
"I'm obvioulsy confused," I said,
"I'm more more worried for you than for me"
I yell
Cry baby cry
Cry fight it
I'm not ever getting out
I'm always getting sicker
You're the person that took me
I found last September in a notebook
It was too much for the book to hold
That's how come I wore raincoats
I said first a suicide without a note
And now a note without a suicide
First a look without a note
And now a note without a suicide
She said "maybe death is my answer,
But love is the answer of life"
He moved me and the chains changed
I take a nervous face
Month after month after more
Mouth after mouth after her
I said a nightmare
Complete with barking dogs and coke machines
Keep feeling like a baby chicken
Keep touching life's basement
Cry baby cry cry
I fight it
Im not ever getting out
I'm always getting sicker, sicker
I found last September in a notebook
It was too much for the book to hold
I lean on some
She said "first a suicide without a note
And now a note without a suicide."
I said "maybe death is my answer,
But love is the answer of life."
Lyrics submitted by weezerific:cutlery
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