Where Did December Go?

I heard every word you said last night
when we talked about vicarious goodbyes
and I've shut you out of it all because I didn't want to care
and after all these tears had swelled in my eyes
I wonder how you stand to call me your friend
perhaps I need convincing so I'm listening
tell me where did december go?
where did December go?
I won't make up my mind why can't I make it clear?
I'll wait until I've closed my eyes
though I've dreamed that one at thousand times
if you were mine I'd make it snow outside like memories