Worse

i'm getting old and i don't know how it's been so long why won't you just listen? time doesn't heal all wounds they just get worse i've got to do it for myself wish i could do it for myself but i miss you and i'm not alright i'm giving something up inside of me i'm on my own i always thought someday you'd change your mind now i know you won't

this isn't fair and i don't know where i'm going wrong i'm tired of hurting i'll never lose this pain it's getting worse i've got to do it for myself i wish i could do it for myself but i miss you and i'm not alright

i think i've got it figured out i'm gonna be without it tears me up inside that you never told me i don't want to be with you i'm in love with you but i won't forget will you?