| Catherine Feeny – You Crowd My Memories Lyrics | 16 years ago |
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she thinks back on their memories and they are priceless. all she needs to do in order to make herself feel whole when she's lonely is remember that she once had him. he was a sweet talker, and she knew she was heading for destruction, but what was between them was so intense that he consumed every second of her thoughts. she couldn't help it. she made up memories of him, and still does even though he's long gone. it makes her smile to think about him, but at the same time it hurts because something went wrong. she won't give her feelings for him up, but she keeps it to herself. he's her guilty pleasure, her secret, and the one that got away. he was emotionally detached, but his sweet talking lead her to believe that they had more than they did. she tried so hard to break him out of his cold nature, and he did care, but he didn't want all of her. he preferred his perception of her; she was the beautiful thing he could play with then put back on the shelf. she always knew better, but couldn't stay away. she ends up feeling stupid and easy. she pretends to hate him to her friends, for fear of appearing weak. and for a while, she had herself convinced she hated him, too, but she couldn't fool herself. she hopes the best for him and misses him very much. he likely initiated the whole ordeal. she was hesitant at first. then she broke down after a while, and fell hard. he got freaked out and backed off, leaving her cold and broken. that's what i got out of it. |
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