He looks at me like I'm an easy snatch Like mamma bird waitin for her egg to hatch Gonna pick me up and take me home? I'll just fly off on my own, On my own, On my own. He asks me if I need a ride I tell him no, and he steps off to the side He watches me a little too closely My gut is telling me to run free On my own, On my own, On my own. I get a call later in the night My heart beats, a rabbit runnin with fright I hear his voice on the other end "Turn around" I have to save myself from him On my own, On my own, On my own. I bite and kick I try to make him go He presses on I couldn't fight him off On my own, On my own, On my own. My eyes water as he presses me down I can't even cover my ears from the sound My body trembles as he overpowers me I hope it's a bad dream and I'm really On my own, On my own, On my own. The next day I see a reflection of a shell He got what he wanted, I'm living in a hell My eyes black and blue instead of olive green A wild animal, that man was so mean I'm still on my own, On my own, On my own. I can barely move, no reason more to live Except for the one whose life he did give I look into my baby's face every day And love it with the hate of what he did to me I'm not really on my own, On my own, On my own. I keep going on, hoping for brighter days Money is a myth, I can't even buy empty space I can't support the one who needs it most I've been fading ever since her birth I'm on my own, On my own, On my own. I have nightmares of that night, I often Awaken screaming in pure fright He took something exclusive to me Was it my dignity or sanity? I'll plow on, still on my own, On my own, On my own. She comes home from school day by day Asking why daddy has gone away I just tell her that he had things to do I don't know that I can ever tell her what's true I'm raising her on my own, On my own, On my own

[1]Listen, now, to what I say Many freedoms have been taken away Removed wrongfully without reconsideration You just gotta love this warped nation Green Day said it better than me When, "American Idiot" was released But we're all getting to the same point America's just a burned-out joint [C]This is not the way things should be done Children should know how to run Other than virtually That's just leading up to what we be We are... We are... Dumb, lazy, greedy and needy Welfare is the way for far too many Bouncing checks like a ball Let's just give the money to all [2]SO, sit in your cell another hour Twiddle your thumbs the whole time through They say you killed a man But the killer runs free 'cause it ain't true Secluded from the world, The only place you could go Just because you need some meds You got away by the feds [C] [3]Walk through the back door of Hell The VIP of the Satanic Realm Breathe in the flames of hate 'Cause you're actually standing on the Golden Gate Smile down on those below you Society's status is your virtue Feeling like you're the king, and Your mind could control everything [C] [End] Like a baby crawls on the ground America's lower than that Although it's not the country I hate, It's the people that drive me mad Put anothert douche in office, Like Sarah Palin or good 'ol George Then watch the economy fall Into an open gourge GOD BLESS AMERICA Thanks for reading! Reviews and interpertations are appreciated.....THe Fanatic

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[1]Another gun goes off in the night A baby's last cry causes a fright This is happening to innocent people To get at one that's evil A mother searches for days and days To find her child, her amazing grace But the search is ended when a body is found A gunshot to the head, love the soldiers around [C]Gotta keep strong And say thanks every day We're in America, safe and sound Instead of Afghanistan, with guns all around Little to no worry every day, Our dreams are intact, not taken away Not taken away, No, never taken away [2]A hungry man once thought he'd known weak Until he'd lost support from his own two feet The tired old woman was almost finished with life's cup A nasty disease helped her bring it back up The scared child hiding in the corner Shivers in the darkness, wishing she was warmer She takes her last breath 'bout midnight The cold got her, she lost the fight [C] [3]A baby's born with a bad heart But with no hospital around, who will make it restart? Tears are shed as he's buried in the ground His little body covered, not making a sound The father who has tried with all his might Has decided to give up, no hope left in sight He tries to hide the tears as he's leaving his wife She cries as well, for he was her life [C] [B]Be glad that this doesn't happen to you There's no shots in the dark, No tragic loss But there's always a new Our country can be great, But it can be evil too When you add in all the things That people do [C] [Repeat V1]

You Never Cared Anyway [1] Well, my mind's off track And my heart is sad But I'm okay Tomorrow's gonna be a sunny day You walked away Without a second thought But that's beyond perfect, 'Cause I smiled and forgot you too My sadness is gone, you ain't worth it [C] So I'll keep my head high Even though he's by your side I'll find someone better to stand by 'Cause you never cared anyway [2]So I walk on by you two You thought you'd turned my skies grey? HA! They're a brighter blue I couldn't be happier than I am today No apologies are accepted, And I'm definately not taking you back My head's out of the clouds, I carry it in a hobo sack [C] [3]There won't be no more lookin' over my shoulder, No more, "I gotta be bolder" I'm my own man now You aren't there to weigh me down I refuse to be concerned about you My life's getting better; I've found a new A smile will be stuck to my face the whole day through The sun will shine, that's all I'll let it do [C] [B]A smile on my face, A skip in my step That's how I want you To remember me best As the master- No, the KING! Of mockery [Repeat v1] ************************************************** Need Some Love [C] Sha na na na na na! na! Sha na na na na na! na! Hey, ay, ay, I love you [1]Here's the reason I've bothered you For all these hectic years It's more than just small talk Over a few beers [C] [2]Now I know I'm misleading, And it makes me feel bad But I've been too nervous To admit any feelings I've had [C] [3]You gotta tell me what you think Please give me the truth, and don't blink I need to know if you feel the same Baby, I'm tired of playing this game [B] My love for you is crazy real You drive me mad, I gotta feel You in my arms, watching a band Here's my heart, it's a free steal [Repeat v1] [C] ************************************* The Beast [1]Under the layers that you see Is a person completely unlike me A beast that should only be alive in dreams One to create the most terrifying scenes But that person can only be seen By those who read me like a dream For that I'm forever greatful But still the same, I have no savior [C]I'm a beast Running in the night Tearing out your heart With all my might Stay away from me- I'm just not right Not right, not right, not right [2]If you cut through the layers of my mind The opposite of normal you will find A person so evil, they ask, "What is kind?" If you cut through the layers of my mind If you want to know the real me, I'd say, "Get inside my mind" but it's distant, Like the seas No one knows what I be [C] [3]If you probe deep inside, Look into the depths of my life, A thousand differences, you will find That cause me grief and strife But I reccommend you step away Go to another place, another state But you'll come crawling back the next day Telling me some shit about fate [C] [B]I'm awful, you gotta lock me up What does a MONSTER know about love? So get out of my head Get the fuck outta my bed 'Cause I'm incapable of love [C] [Repeat v2]

[1]The smell of your skin, The soft rough of your touch My body on fire, I miss you so much The early morning, A third cup of coffee It only took a second For you to know me [C]I can still hear your voice, Your whisper in my ear, I miss you so much, I need you, my dear [2]A last tear to fall down my cheek My dreams submitting, becoming weak I miss you more than words can tell, Without you my life's a living hell Your crooked smile was once because of me You showed me how fun life could be But now I need to be in your arms, To be close, to feel your warmth [C] [3]I long to look into those blue eyes To be back with the best of all guys So I'll pursue what must be Bring my life back to me No, I won't force you to be here But I don't know what to do when you aren't near I long again for those strong arms to hold me You were my completion, can't you see? [C] [4] I know I'm being a bit too much Whining about you and such But altough this may seem a mere ploy, These words are the truth, not a single lie Yes, I know that I should move on But how can I do that when it's so wrong? To be with you's the only solution To be with you's the only solution [C] [B] I feel your touch One last time Before you leave, Turn on a dime This is what Had to be done This is the way The way of sweet love [Repeat Verse 1] Thanks for reading! Please review (Or interpert!) It's unedited, so tips are welcome Thanks, The Fanatic

[1]I'm 6 feet under, You buried me yourself Said I wasn't good enough That's a load of fluff Now I'm left here And no one can see Me roaming closer to them, The chill is all I be [C]You said, "Off with her", And so it was done Now I'm no longer suffering From what I thought was love I'm left for eternity Until I find the one The one who can see me, Walking in the sun [2]I was once a soul Vibrant and full of life I foolishly dreamed That I would be your wife But now I'm left alone, No searches can find me now My words are simply inaudible, No matter how loud [C] [3] How I long to hear a heartbeat In life, you don't notice In death, It becomes all to obvious You feel like a two dimension I forever wish to live again, To breathe the air I'd taken for granted But I'm left here in this land I see people pass by, But they don't understand [B] I long to feel again! I want my hair to blow in the wind! But because of you, I am dead I'm forever sleeping, Getting my proper rest If only there was a way To escape what had happened that day [C] [Repeat Verse 2? I think 1 would sound good as well though] Thank you for reading...Again, comment and give any tips... I think this is how a spirit would feel. Any agreements? Thanks a ton, The Fanatic

[1]I know, you think I'm strange I just want to avoid your immature games I won't talk, no matter what you say, So grow the fuck up and get out of my way Don't judge me by the way I look, The songs I write, Or my thousand page book, Just leave me to myself And keep your damn hands to yourself [C]I gotta do this four more years, And after that, college nears I gotta keep my sanity, despite all the leers I gotta stay strong, forget the tears [2]Please, the rumors don't get to me You're wasting your breath, can't you see? Leave me alone, let me be! I don't care what you think- I am ME So ever so kindly, screw the HELL off I don't CARE if I'm not your boss My personal space needs to be respected Invade it and your actions will be regretted [C] [3]I'm not trying to be a heartless bitch You're just bringing that person out I'm actually nice, if you leave me alone Then you'll see an angel, if you wish I like people who are like me Wild, crazy, and totally free This is to that person: Where are thee? [C] [B] If you're out there, write a song back Then my mind will be yours to crack A simple tune is all I need For all the love I have to succeed So someone please write a melody It's something my heart needs to see [C] [Repeat Verse 1] Reviews are appreciated! I write these songs by just sitting down at the computer and just GOING. I've been on a roll for the past few days LOL. This is the raw version, totally unedited, so please tell me what you think. Any requests? I take them. Thanks, The Fanatic

[1]I'm always forced to look away To stay strong another day But like a beacon that shines true You're always there to pull me through Now, if the world would let me, I'd ask you to stay Say we should be together, Forever and a day But society will interfere, Somehow get in the way [C]But who cares, The world is ours And we can imagine life As it should be But who cares, Let's take a chance So grab my hand and invite me to dance [2]Another day will pass, And I'll long to be In your grasp But there's nothing I can do, Except look for my beacon, The light that is you My heart's been played with too much By those who don't have a gentle touch I am fragile, And I need you to see Your love is not my want-It's a need! [C] [3]My dreams only involve you, You're my life, that much is true So let's forget society And go on with life As was meant to be I have forgotten The words that have been spoken By the public mouth, To the world wide open For my every thought Is only for you [C] [Bridge]Now, we must reveal who we are Forget the mental scar For everything that was said Was exactly that, Just words, thought up in jealousy's head You and I can lean on each other To get through the stress, we NEED one another [Repeat Verse 2] Thank you for reading. Reviews are appreciated. This is the raw copy, I haven't edited it yet. Any thoughts on editing? Thanks, The Fanatic

[Verse 1]I don't know what to do I'm forced to continue To always pull through Life ain't ever good to me I'm arguing with myself Day by day, Hoping it will take some of the pain away My dreams will never be achieved [Chorus*]The clock on the wall is keeping the beat While I organize my thoughts, the amazing feat The craziness seems to freeze The peace almost brings me to my knees [Verse 2]I'm screaming at my reflection In the mirror The haze I'm in Won't make life clearer My mind is spinning like a top I'm begging for it to stop Things like this, i can not handle My fate is fading, like a winded candle [Chorus] [Verse 3]My heart is beating faster than my feet, As I run like a hunting elite It's my destiny to get out of this town Now nothing will slow me down My eyes want to look, but I can't see Now I've got a bigger mess in front of me It's past midnight, I gotta hit the sack Where can I go with no risk of attack? [Chorus] [Bridge*]I can still feel the uneasy presence Of you I can still fell your eyes Piercing my soul But I have no idea what to do Running and hiding weren't good enough to rid you [Repeat Verse 1] But in the end, there's nothing I can do But in the end, there's nothing I can do Thanks for reading. Review's are appreciated. This is the raw copy of this song, I haven't edited yet. Do you think I should make the bridge the chorus? and vice versa?