I was not checking you out. I was checking to see if you were checking ME out. There's a vast difference.

I find it amusing that Jagermeister has "please drink responsibly" on the bottle. I’m drinking Jagermeister; I have obviously given up all fucking hope of being responsible tonight. Cupid is kind of an asshole. He could easily make a liquid love potion, or pixie dust, but no. He's going to hunt you down with his fucking crossbow. Spare me your lingo, Doc. I know what "slight discomfort" means. It will hurt like a motherfuck. Why do we assume old people are decent people? Douchebags grow old too. There are couch naps and bed naps. Bed naps are serious. It's too bad that being rude and being honest are usually one in the same. Someone just asked me if they could have a cigarette. I gave him one and he replied "Thanks man, You're a lifesaver." Don't be so grateful. I'm positive in this situation I'm the exact opposite.

The last time I saw him? It was almost two months ago. We didn't even talk. It was all just glances recognizing each others presence. I didn't have any inkling that's gonna be the last time that I'll see him at work. And if you know the story, you'll know that I didn't hear from him anymore after that day. As Rico Blanco put it, “parang sandwhich na nasa lunchbox, nawawala. Nabubulok na sa isipan." Or so I thought. Until last Tuesday. I don't usually check my email, most of my messages come through the social networks I belong to. On a side note, I've already edited the settings on those sites so it won't pile up in my inbox. Moving on with the story, so last Tuesday I was surfing the net. Tweet-ing, Facebook-ing, Tumblr-ing, etc. when I remembered my blogspot account which I haven't been checking lately (thank you very much Tumblr!). So I logged in and saw that there were two comments awaiting for approval. That made me excited especially that people don't normally check out my blog. The first comment was from a fellow blogger, the second from an anonymous. Mr. Anonymous turned out to be 'the umbrella guy". I don't know whether to thank or curse Google, where he found me. Imagine my suprise when I read that comment and later realized that he probably has read all the things I wrote about him. 'Wont go into details anymore how it went exactly, let me just say that I was greatly overwhelmed. The comment lead me to an email from him, which the contents I won't disclose anymore. Let me just say that it made me feel at peace in a way. Although I still have some questions, I decided not to ask 'em. Simply because the answers won't matter anymore. I'm not bitter in any way. I am never bitter. I amalways hopeful. Happy Valentine's Day guys! Hope you have a good one! :) "You need kissing badly," Rhett Butler told Scarlett O'Hara. "You should be kissed, and often. And by someone who knows how." – Gone With the Wind, 1939 "What'd you do that for?" he asks, after she plants one on him. "Been wondering whether I'd like it," she says. – To Have and To Have Not, 1944 From Here to Eternity, 1953 Lady and the Tramp, 1955 They were enamored, and in sync. Breakfast at Tifanny’s, 1961 Love Story, 1970 The Way We Were, 1973 Sixteen Candles, 1984 Say Anything, 1989 "I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." - When Harry Met Sally, 1989 "When you are in love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams." - dr seuss "Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love." - albert einstein If you look for it, I've got a sneaking suspicion... love actually is all around." - love actually "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - robert frost "Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold." - zelda fitzgerald *Waking up at 11:30 is awesome because you get to eat breakfast then only wait 30 minutes until it's acceptable to eat lunch. *Which hatched first, the egg or Lady Gaga? *Egypt needs a new president. I need a summer job. This could be perfect. stops oversees trading you will not be able to trade._

solemovement.com / FEB 19, 5PM – nikebasketball.com kingcrux31.com brepettis.com communemnl.com/ “That song you keep playing is nothing but a photograph you look at with your ears.” you gotta know what shit is to know what greatness feels like you gotta experience the bad and the ugly, to know what’s good and beautiful. Coco Channel: “To be irreplaceable, you have to be DIFFERENT.” Find something you’re passionate about and stick to it. We all need at least one person to believe in us in order to achieve great things, even if at times that one person is yourself. Some movies give you the perspective that you may or may have not seen before. “I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.” mr writer - stereophonics save some face u only got one Donovan- Superman Sunshine The man who can read, but refuses to read, has nothing over the man who cannot read. cat stevens - Here comes my baby (rushmore film) making time - creation the bravery - believe green eyes - coldplay goddess on a hiway - mercury rev superdrag - sucked out in repair - john meyer bloc party - waiting for the 7:18 the who - the seeker jeff buckley - hallelujaj a surreal life, where everything is just right and there's no particular reason why I am what I am I am 32 flavors and then some

WILDE I am not young enough to know everything. Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry; their passions a quotation. "Life is too important to be taken seriously." * "Non illegitimi carborundum." - "Don't let the bastards grind you down." * "Be happy for this moment, this moment is your life." * "the best way to make your dreams come true, is to wake up" * "this is the time when im letting things happen, there will soon be a time when i'll make things happen" * "In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, but the worst thing you can do is nothing" "The unexamined life is not worth living." - socrates you cannot discover a new world, unless you loose the sight of the shore. In the depth of winter I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer--Albert Camus posit - to suggest "To strive, to seek, to find and not to yield" - Ulysses, poem. "For most of history, Anonymous was a woman". - virginia woolf "That the situation appears hopeless should not prevent us from doing our best." -Aldo Leopold PRIDE N PREJUDICE Have a little compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces.” rapture - extreme joy surmises - guesses disconcerted - bothered, worried fastidious - picky Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves; vanity to what we would have others think of us.” A lady's imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love to matrimony, in a moment and this opened to his nieces a store of felicity unknown before. every impulse of feeling should be guided by reason This supposition did not pain her. She liked him too little to care for his approbation. The distance is nothing when one has a motive It was impossible to imagine; it was impossible not to long to know. think only of the past as its remembrance gives you pleasure.” I think I'm a bit of a fashion chameleon because I wear anything that fits my mood for that day.