l0vefool's Journal

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  • my idea of Utopia

    by l0vefool on July 01, 2011 I wish money is not such an issue in this world. I wish we go to work on weekends only and get to do the things that we want to do on weekdays. Like sleep, talk to our loved ones, read a book, travel, watch concerts... again, without money being an issue. I wish we don't need to buy the things that we really need, like food, shelter, water, electricity, and yes internet connection too. And for the things that we want, things that we can live without, I wish we can buy them with our wit, talent, kindness... in that case there'll be no stupid, useless, and heartless people who can rule the world. Maybe the world will be more peaceful and less shallow. No Comments
  • 0612

    by l0vefool on June 12, 2011 What I learned is that teams win championships, not individuals, heart wins championships, not talent...I learned that belief and confidence is better than ego. The greatest failure is not when you get beaten by someone else, it's when you don't leave all of yourself on the court win or lose. No Comments
  • 0610

    by l0vefool on June 10, 2011 "I've become a real believer in not defining every single thing. Seems like everytime you think you've figured out what something is, it just becomes something else." It’s ironic how sometimes the thing you’re fighting is actually yourself. You're born, you die and you make a lot of mistakes in between. There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to be. You know i used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by i lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you couldnt possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, im sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me. You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore. How did I go from turning the corner of possibility to nothing at all? To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving.. that is romance. Letting go isn't a one time thing, its something you do everyday, over and over again Because you're beautiful, and you don't know it. Because you're smart, and you don't believe it. You're the kind of girl that guys never get over. You're the kind of girl that other girls get compared to. You live in a world of black and white and I see pieces of gray.. that's the difference between you and me. that's what made me fall in love with you, and that's what is tearing us apart. Is it the possibility of losing him to somebody else that suddenly makes him so attractive? Anticipation is the purest form of pleasure. And the most reliable. And that while the things that actually happened to you would invariably disappoint you, the things that never happened to you would never dim, never fade. They'd always be engraved on your heart with sort of a sweet sadness to them. You know, it really hurts sometimes because i know he's out there falling in and out of love with these girls that aren't me. I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes. But the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again She's so beautiful that every time you look at her, your knees tremble, your heart melts and you know right then and there, without any reservation that there's order and meaning to the universe because life, much like a french movie, rarely makes any sense, but when its right, its right, and you dont question it, you dont think, you dont ponder, you just exist But that's just it, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. All the nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach go flip flop... No Comments
  • 0608

    by l0vefool on June 08, 2011 I’m not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I’m just tired. I’m tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I’m tired of holding on for nothing. I’m tired of believing all the lies. I’m tired of being proven wrong every time. I’m tired of getting my hopes up and being dispappointed again. No Comments
  • 0607

    by l0vefool on June 07, 2011 and though the sun was shining and the sky a harsh blue, there seemed to be no colour in anything, except 1 Comment
  • 0510

    by l0vefool on May 10, 2011 We were raised to believe — through offhanded comments and uncomfortable insinuations — that the most important thing as a woman is to have someone who loves you and to find him before it’s too late. "The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it." - W.M. Lewis I consider myself a crayon. I might not be your favorite color but one day you're going to need me to complete your picture. all I want is something simple — a beer on the porch after work with a man who loves you, a family. “Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.” — Edgar Allen Poe No Comments
  • 04.27

    by l0vefool on April 27, 2011 i just learned today that guys have 3 lists regarding the girls they'll do. the obvious, HOT list. Then we have the Drunk list. And last the Bloacked list. go figure. haha. No Comments
  • 04.25

    by l0vefool on April 25, 2011 I love you to the end of the earth and back. There's nothing more awkward than quoting a movie and having nobody get the reference. I think people get more flowers after they've died than they ever did when they were alive. has no filter from his brain to his mouth spent the next hour or so talking, completely connecting on a whole new level It's easy to forgo logic when it comes to love noo_ni_ni@yahoo.com "It's Called a Break-Up Because It's Broken," - book No Comments
  • 04.22

    by l0vefool on April 22, 2011 I think everyone can agree that everyone has had that one moment in their life where they tried to move something with their mind. Everyone needs those friends that you can talk to about gross stuff. movie Limitless Equilibrium The Fighter the blind side series modern family family guy outsource the office Equilibrium: all the consequences of feeling are a "cost he would pay gladly. ...without love, without anger, without sorrow, breath is just a clock ticking. But the first thing you learn about emotion is that it has its price. A complete paradox. But without restraint, without control, emotion is chaos. "But I, being poor, have only my dreams. I have spread my dreams under your feet. Tread softly because you tread on my dreams." - yeats vesitigial - a remnant 1 Comment
  • 04.20

    by l0vefool on April 20, 2011 Has anybody ever used 1 sole ketchup packet? The answer is no, so can we please make these fuckin things like 3 times bigger? If you put on your socks before your underwear, you're weird. It's not you, it's me. Me hating every fucking thing about you. ridiculously below average rationality - asinine Forever is a long long time when you've lost your way you don't realize what you say yes to but you say yes too What you do well you should do to me i know it's over / and it never really began / but in my heart it was so real" I know it's over. The Smiths. "If you're so funny then why are you on your own tonight? and if you're so clever then why are you on your own tonight? if you're so very entertaining then why are you on your own tonight? if you're so very good looking why do you sleep alone tonight? I know because tonight is just like any other night that's why you're on your own tonight with your triumphs and your charms while they are in each other's arms" The song is a celebration of chasing unlikely dreams of any form, the butterflies in your stomach, the anticipation of the unknown, of life being lived to its fullest, without the mind ever capturing how that might be, the thrill of opening your mind and heart to the most extreme emotions you can imagine without the fear of what harm may come of it. Awkward: saying goodbye to someone, expecting to part ways, only to find that you're going in the same direction. Almost all comments left on anything on the internet end up arguing over spelling or grammar. So you got a new car? Quit rubbing it in my face. It doesn't make up for your poor personality. There's nothing more frustrating than typing a very long text message and just when you're about to finish, your battery goes off. Hi newly acquainted "thing". Quit asking me for my friends' phone numbers. Do I look like a fucking directory to you? Whenever I eat a cookie and it's not Oreo and dunk it on a glass of milk, I always feel like I cheated. it's funny how people say the things that they'll do or buy if ever they win the lottery but when you ask them if they actually play the lottery, they don't. It doesn't matter if I like that dress/shoes/bag in the store. If the saleslady keeps on following me like I'd shoplift anytime, I'm not buying it. What happens when an ambulance hits another car or worse, someone, while on an emergency call? If 'nothing' is good enough for you, I'm going to do nothing. No Comments
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