He makes me forget about him, about the pain he's caused. He's my painkiller and he doesn't even know it. You've got me sewn, kid.

I could be enough for him. But I know I'll never be. Sigh..

I looked into the mirror last night, and for the first time I felt beautfiful. My stomach has the amazing, but nervouse butterfly feeling in it. I never knew one boy could have so much effect on me in such a short period of time. I love it.

Can't wait for this weekend. Going to see Eclipse with Sam & Allie on Friday. I mean, fuck that movie, but I love to be with my friends. Then I'm sleeping over, and hopefully we'll hang out on the 4th of July too. I can't wait to see those fireworks over the lake. Sigh.

MAN, would I fuck Megan Fox. damnnnnnnnnnnn.

Going to make brownies for Sam & Allie today! I'm sad Sam's going through a bad time, so I hope I can cheer her up. & Allie just loves brownies haha :) I always try to be the best friends I can, and not to please myself or anything, but because these girls mean SO much to me

got a Twitter account. I can officially stalk Evan Lysacek now (:

Pens are outta the playoff's. It's okay, we just won a Stanley Cup anyways, we need to take a damn break, give our guys some vacay. They deserve it for real. Plus they helped me cross out one of my things to do before I die's: Kiss the Stanley Cup :)

Gets sooooooooo effing gay after the fourth season. Boo!

OVER REACT. Way, way too much.