deluded, unaware that you were standing over there why didn't i notice? probably the beer all that matters is that you're here to stare into my drunken eyes dancing around like fireflies you approach me with a smile you said hello i was in denial you pulled me closer with every beat until we shared our body heat time was passing i couldn't breathe opened my eyes was this all a dream? the answer, of course, i knew and once again i lost you

I let myself believe that eventually you would feel the way I feel about you, that what we had was real. I try and try to make you see what has been in font of you all this time and I would do anything to make you once again be mine. What is stopping us from being together? first you said it was him now you tell me it's her. maybe you felt like we had too much of a good thing still, I can't deny that when I see you My heart begins to sing.

Here's how I would answer the question "what are you?" depending on who asked it. dad- "straight" mom- "straighter" gma- "anti-feminist" her- "too gay to function. and it's ALL your fault." i love you

So it's pretty redic. Last week, I kissed her boyfriend. BUT I am in love with her. I can't think of one good thing that came out of my act of slutty-ness. I wish I could go back and not do what I did. I wish, more than anything, that she would kiss me again.

Here's a shittt crazy poem of hers: I'm nobody! Who are you? Are you nobody, too? Then there's a pair of us--don't tell! They'd banish us, you know How dreary to be somebody! How public, like a frog To tell your name the livelong day To an admiring bog!

Today I am wondering if Erica ever went to Riader Camp. I am not sure why, but I remembe seeing a photo of him holding a strange reptile some five years ago.

I saw her standing there with her keds and v-neck white tee. Her slave name, Kira, was the name of an alien on Startrek. Go figure. From the day that I met her (when she sported an "I

I randomely made up these quotes... "Hate is a strong word, that's why I use it!" "Don't catch butterflies with your hand. Catch them with your soul."

I didn't tell that boy shiat! ya dig. idk why you think i've been tellin him stuff, but i haven't. I didnt want to get in between you two, but it's too late for that. I'm sorry

Seeing you, it makes me smile You make everything worthwhile I wish I could hold your hand And make it all okay again If I had to choose between Kissing you and feeling free I would sweep you up and kiss you Oh God, how I miss you.