I went over to the library today and picked up Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. I also renewed The Sad Truth About Happiness because, on my way there, I started reading it and it starts out so good! I recently finished watching Amelie. I love it so much! It's great & she's so pretty. Some parts of the movie are kinda hard to understand, though. But, overall, it's a great and really funny film. It reminds me a lot of Buca's walls. I went to Buca with my mom last night. We had an Apple Gorgonzola salad and a Margherita Pizza. The pizza was delicious. I really can't wait 'til March comes over and then Andrea and Leah and I can go watch Alice in Wonderland. Yesterday, it was Friday. At Culmer, when I was going up the electric stairs, Sam said to me, "Janie, I have a friend that thinks you're pretty. His name's [his name]" "Oh, he has curly hair and" "Always wears a hat?" "Yeah. I know who he is" "Okay" "Just thought you should know." "Okay, thanks," I smiled sweetly. I already knew. Some girl told me while I was in a Culmer bus but I didn't really care 'cause I liked William and William liked me. And I still don't care much because he's not my type. -Architecture. -Sophomore. -I don't remember his name. -He's in my math class and sits behind me. -He's the sweet type. -Either he lives south to the school or doesn't take the metro. I don't want to go out with him but -It could work & we could fit together like a puzzle -It'd make him happy but -I've already kissed two people this school year & that's enough. -He's not my type. -He's only a sophomore. "You know, Andrea, it's funny how I know my future boyfriends' names long before they know mine."

I gave Leah my iPod yesterday on our last period. We didn't see each other again that day, meaning she left home with it. I can't call her & ask her how my baby is because she lost her cellphone. Leah lost her cellphone. Leah loses things. Fuck.

Today was an awesome early release. Cooling, french, Navarro, lunch, and Almeroth. We did bonds with bond sticks and balls w/ holes. Very shortly, Carmen and Bryce and I made it into something perverted. I started it by doing a oxygen atom with two short orange bonds and one long hydrogen bond. It looked like a person with their legs wide open. Then they did all sorts of positions and I got kinda annoyed. I left that. I got in the Culmer bus and.. noticed something. Kaitlyn was in that bus. She usually takes the 9. I got in the metro and she sat in front of me.. and we started talking. 1. She's so nice! 2. She's really pretty. And then I got in my mom's car and we drove to my 10-minute-long orthodontist appointment. Then headed to my middle school. I first went for the art room. Chandler was in there and she hugged me so hard and I hugged her harder. Valeria hugged me, too. And I said hi to Ariana which is stupid 'cause she's my neighbor. I went to the room next door because, apparently, Anuez got a room all for himself. Anuez: We talked about school and how it works. Valeria was just standing there texting. He told me he thought he was gonna come teach here too but he didn't like it. I asked him about the freemason thing and I was damn right. "Oh, about the freemason things you were talking to me about last year, my art teacher spoke about them & ther society" "Hm, is he a mason, too?" "No. You're a freemason?" "I can't speak about those things." "Yeah, I kinda figured [you were]." He asked me about exibitions and if I were part of them and I answered. Art history, I told him I'm taking it AP next year, and he wasn't impressed. "12 years of art history. I took 12 years." I feel like nothing's ever going to be enough for him. I know. He doesn't want me to stop and he didn't say he was proud of me because my task's not finished. I know. Also, about how you must have a passion for what you want and about how there's two ways to go in the art world. a. The easy, famous, uneducated way and b. the knowing everything about how art's changed and why people make art. "Art for art's sake" was stupid the moment I read it. But, maybe.. And that you have to ask for much when selling art, don't give in to cheapness. "They love it." And then I went next door and met up with Mariah! Alex was there too and Stheffany. We went out & saw Axelle and Claribel and Samantha. Then up to Bonet and DiLella. Bonet was being Bonet. Then I went down and there was Costero and both Carpenters. lol. And then I went to Mme. Marra. The garden looks horrible. I mean, it doesn't look pretty. It looks wild. Mariah and I then went to Quizno's and the guy was super pissed. We came over to my place and finished watching The Simpsons and started watching Angus & Thongs. We were laughing about how stupid the girls were and how ugly the Indian one was. Ha. Today, also, some thug offered me drugs at the metro. I feel accomplished ;)

I've been listening to Cherry Blossom Girl. Leah's in love with my iPod's contents. Ha. "Dude, I love the music you listen to!" "Haha, me too." haha. :) I haven't written in a while. I've been kinda busy. I got a gold star for some poem thing we had to draw for Martinez! I really think he has a secret crush on me. He's always using me as an example for everything. Like, today in class, he was giving an example for the word 'verbose'. He said to the class, "Like, Janie here, is cutting a piece of clear tape but is entirely failing. She attempts to use her sharp, white teeth to tear it but is unable to succeed. We can guess the brand is pretty tough and so blah blah.." and he kept going on and on. And he drops things on my desk to get the class' attention and always leaves his drinks on my desk. "If you just place your papers like Janie has them, you can then fold theminha.." I think maybe I remind him of his girlfriend or something. Anyway, I did ace that math quiz, PS! PSPSPSPSPS. Perfect score. Oh yah. A lot of people got A's, though. So it wasn't hard :/ It was raining in PE. But it was okay. I projected the letters on Charles' wall. Everyone loves Evans's poster. I like it too. I don't really like mine too much. Mom took Perla to the dermatologist and she has to be bathed twice a week. Twice. Cause & effect: I left Cherry out in the sun. Chamo pissed on it. They died. They fucking died! I cried a little bit. I tried singing to it but.. it only made matters worse. Haha.

So I watched Mean Girls last night. It ws funny at times but definitely overrated. Some things aren't that funny. And I watched Angus&Thongs today afterschool. It felt kidish most the time but sometimes, I had a laugh. I could definitely see myself like this girl, trying hard to impress him. Like when I liked things Lawrence liked just because he did. But whatever. It was leahs birthday yesterday. :) I really like Leah. Even though she's a weird friend. I can never ever know if she's mad at me or just being weird. But it's okay. I wish she liked birthday stuff as much as I expected her to. It wouldve been fun.

Lmao, who would've thought that Mean Girls was gonna be so funny! It's hilarious lolololololol :}

I haven't eaten a decent meal in two days, which worries me. I haven't gotten hungry in two days, which worries me. Carlos wants us to be friends with benefits, and he came right out with it.
People started playing Ninja at school. I thought it was stupid at first but, now that I've played it, I don't. It's actually kinda fun. Pretty good boxball game at PE today.
I failed a history quiz yesterday, the one on the artists. I got 6/10. We had the math test today and I aced it :)
I spent lunchtime with Evan doing suduko puzzles. And, in art, we worked on our posters. I got mad at Evan 'cause he didn't save the sheets I'd painted last time I was there. But then I got over it and went on with life. Leah sat with me on the bus on our way to the metro station. I was glad because she was with Vicky and she realized I'm her friend too. And then I felt bad for Vicky but realized she was sitting with Susan. So it was all good. Then we played Ninja when we got to the metro station. And she listened to my iPod. She liked Two Door Cinema Club. :)
She got in the southbound and then the northbound came and I left with Jonathan and we talked. He listened to my iPod and almost got a heart attack when I put A Poor Man's Memory on.


That's a whole lot of earwax sharing.

DASH bus: There this guy accross from me that reminds me so damn much of lawrence. And Virginia is so pretty. But I love the way I can just block everything and everyone out. It's great! Ts as If I had my own slundtrack going on. Stupid. I surprisingly got an A on the French mardi Gras test. I have a test in urrutia tomorrow. Means I have to do a worksheet when I get home today. Metro: Fucking monkeys, I swear to youl! Home bus:  Carolyn and claryssa are being best friends again. They've been doing that lately, and it seems like clarissa enjoys it. I notice when people do it by the smallest things, when they exclude you. When they listen to an iPod together, such intimate act. When they gossip to each other. When they tell eachother iokes. When they put their elbow on your way. When they cross their legs. When they turn their back on you. Maybe they don't mean it. And maybe Carolyn thinks I've changed. I think in, in her eyes, I have. But whatever.  The weathers been cold lately and my body hates it.  It's intimate because they're listening to something no one else in the room is listening to. And they're connected by this cord thing, brain to brain. I used to thing that it didn't hurt me but it does. Maybe this is what clarissa felt all along and I'm getting it now. AH dammit I fucking hate it! 

I forgot to mention that.. Julian mantled his hand over mine yesterday while he was listening to my iPod. While we were listening to my iPod. :} Anyway, I skipped school today the good girl way. I stayed home sick. I'm sick, it's not like I faked it. But staying at home is stupid in the first place because then you have work to make up. But I felt too sick and got to sleep 'til 12. I wonder if Martinez missed me. Ha.

I'm in the doctors waiting room but I'm not waiting. My mom's getting checked up and I just did. They said I was fine and so my last dentist was an idiot. Ha. Anyway, I did get my itouch yesterday. I owe my mom, like, four dollars. I didn't know there was an Anthropology at Aventura mall. It was lovely! Today was also Mardi Gras at school and a lot of people liked the creme brûlée, which I liked too :} as me and Andre were walking out of the gallery, we saw Juan because he was coming in and he looked sad. Then Andre told me that he asked Laura out and she turned him down. Man, that sucks. It's not awkward anymore, which I'm extra thankful about. I wanna talk to him and be his friend that he needs. Whatever. I also got to fill out a nice referral today in chemistry. I had this thing out :/ I started crying, which was stupid. But I was stupid. How could I let that happen? Was I like not thinking?? Today I'm also sickk