I understand. uhhmm. that's all really, I see you on friday anyway, and josh will be with me, but we can still escape to the tunnels for a while. I fucking hope there aren't loads of families there. time to do course work now... fun

very badly... damn. 15 MINUTES AWAY AND ITS VIRTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE. so damn annoying -___- my eyes are bloodshot. I think sleep would be a good idea. seeing you on friday/you sleeping over on friday, oh it better be happening haha arghhhh night.

I am SO excited to see you (: and dinner at the pancake kitchen, it's been too long. eeeeee ^__^

fuck birthdays, seriously, whoever fucking thought of celebrating them anyway? ummmmmmm..... so I can't see my girlfriend for another week probably, if I'm lucky. fuck it. fuck school. I say we run away and just live together? rrrrgggghhhhhhh

um, so don't like. argh I dunno... that SERIOUSLYY stressed me out for some reason. but it's okayyy (: don't worry. I'm fine. I'm glad you said it, it's better to tell me whatever's going on through your mind than internalise it. mm... I'll tell you again. I love you.

I can't wait to see you on the weekend; I'll smother you in cuddles and kisses, hold your hand against your thigh, and lightly bite your neck. when we are finally alone you're all to myself; I can pin you against the bed, press my lips against your breasts, and leave a trail of marks down your chest. peeling off all your clothes; one by one and off they go, just our two bodies, laying in complete darkness, one hour of complete perfection, and I am forever yours.

so maybe not 12.... um. LEMME WRITE it down... I think it's 12. I don't have pen on me, it's the other end of the house and I DONT particularly feel like going down there. well I'm in bed failing at life; wishing my girlfriend had credit, hoping I can finish this essay and FUCK I CAN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE OF THAT SENTENCE effffff. alright well happy three months babe, I love you.

dumdoDAH dmchhh dumdahhh okay I can't impersonate a sitar, but I can impersonate a dinosaur! pretty damn fucking well if I do say so myself. baby, I don't ever care what youre rents say or what my mum says, I love you soso much and even though it is like eight months away... I can't wait for being in your proper house up at victor :D completely alone. just the way it NEEDS to be. I think I got the audition right (: maybe, I hope. I like tumblr but I don't know how to really properly make it look awesome so just be patient with me I'm sure I'll get it soon. FUCKING ESSAAAYYYY! *goes and writes a sentence* ehh, done.

Never thought you'd make me perspire. Never thought I'd do you the same. Never thought I'd fill with desire. Never thought I'd feel so ashamed. Me and the dragon can chase all the pain away. So before I end my day, remember.. My sweet prince, you are the one My sweet prince you are the one Never thought I'd have to retire Never thought I'd have to abstain Never thought all this could back fire Close up the hole in my vain Me and my valuable friend can fix all the pain away So before I end my day remember My sweet prince you are the one My sweet prince you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one Never thought I'd get any higher Never thought you'd fuck with my brain Never thought all this could expire Never thought you'd go break the chain Me and you baby, still flush all the pain away So before I end my day remember My sweet prince you are the one My sweet prince you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one you are the one My sweet prince My sweet prince

after school is finished and we don't fuck up, yeah. you'll stay with me at home, I'll clean out shit in my wardrobe and you can have a part to yourself. it'll be fun and you can help me focus when I have work to do at the end of the year (as you'll be finished and I will have exams left) yeah calm now....ish. I know i'll get to bed and be like fuck. I. miss. you. thanks by the way O.K. you made my night better (: I'll give you petrol money monday. bais I guess...