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  • oh!joyousjoy!

    by donotresuscitate on November 30, 2009
    schools over, exams are done, i can feel holidays in the air bleachblonde on the weekend, blakki pagent, where the wildd things are, opshop/sewing/city tommorow (: its all goodd (: mmm, "drunked speeches on sobreity" "free to break away, nothing but sunny days" my new favee lyrics. im tired, but jollyy (:
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  • *flatline

    by donotresuscitate on November 25, 2009
    i have an indo exam tommorow. for indonesian. for the subject i care about most in the world. im not revising. i should be. no, im going through all my myspace messages from long ago, like so long ago i was going out with declan. back in the day. he was nice, and sweet, and we fell asleep on the bus together for eight hours, wrapped around each other, and he used to sing me grandtheft autumn at night, and yeah, hes a good kid. one day, i want another guy like him. and im having a mssive struggle with myself. see im not REALLY hungry, i havent eaten today, and the migoreng on the bench is oh so fucking tempting. oh. and im forsaking stirling pag, a chance to get drunk, to get laid to go to symphony under the stars. is there something wrong? >< a slightly sour note, mum found out that id done my ear again. so, im not gonna tell her im gonna get my nose dones she can fuckoff. its cold windy and rainy outside. im liking it.
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  • oh, haiii! again

    by donotresuscitate on November 23, 2009
    Today is actually lover_ly. Taking the study outside, lying lazily in the sun, skimming texts books, 30h!3 cranking, Reppping the opshop glasses, making me feel alil intellectual, I should wear em for exams (: for luck I feel beautiful. Perfect scene hair, bangs behaving, blackasblack lined eyes favourite outfit: rednail polish, whitetshirts, red hippyfloaty skirts, stacks of bangles&& no shoes. Lying in the sunshine This is perfection. This is all I need for now.
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  • yeh,

    by donotresuscitate on November 23, 2009
    study day. the allure of the internet is too strong, curses to random googling iv done no study, BUT iv taken pretty pictures saluted the sun fucked my body clock, 3am till 30 am >< eaten yummyyum vegie soup im thinking i should take advantage of the sun, take my text books out and just lie there. its nice, but id love some company, txt me 0437914346
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  • latenight early morning ramblings

    by donotresuscitate on November 23, 2009
    I cant sleep, not that that’s unusual. Im going through my phone, reading old texts, deleting the ones from exes etc Its funny, they all revolve around: music, movies, booze, blades, hookups, plans that never eventuate You could learn all about me just from reading my messages. I send like sixty texts a day, everyday, but when I go back through the ones from last year, beginning of this one, I remember the conversation so well, when it was, what it was about, even if theres only one or two texts left. Its taken me over an hour, to get through the first six months of the year >< Oh weeeeeel, it not like ive got anything better to do fave texts are going up, in case I lose my phone again -_- there not gonna mean anything to you, but they mean a fuckload to meee .  eeeee, mines like on the underside of elbow. It needed stitches but it was too late to get em. It like opens up every time I move my arm D: eeep hope yours heal ok babe  I c u  she’s home and ok guys  awwwwwwwwhat the hell! you have a bedtime! Lulu!  Youre totally skinny and beautiful, hmmm, like me (: lol but if you really feel like you wanna lose a bit weight, im sure you can do it in a safe and healthy way  But then again, I just want to leave everything and everyone and just live. Lets go live with the gypsies in Europe!  * photograph* let me fuck you?  What, m’dear, is your opinion on blue and red tartan?  Let me know when you get to bed, I wanna wish you goodnight  My backseats rather comfy, btw, iv slept in it many a time  Oh I see. That’s not too good, Crack is bad for you  I pierced my ears. It hurted.  Just play safe ;P  One advantage of having him as a son, the intelligent dinner table conversation…. Vagina  Keep walking  Wah aduh, enam bebek keluarga!  Cutting for the first time in ages. Feels fucking great (: you doing your arms or legs?  Yehrly, paste paste paste paste paste paste paste pause paste paste pause paste paste paste pause
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  • these condrete boots i wear, made it hard to reach the air

    by donotresuscitate on November 20, 2009
    schools over. well lessons are time to studiiiiee for exam, or not its freaking me out to think the next time i will be in lesson will be next year, when im in year 12 im sad though, a whole group of my friends have left gus, woody, ben, lachie im sad coz they make school fun, they are doign what they want, what i cant do see, the other night, i tried to talk to the parents about switing subject for next year so i only have two exams: i got yelled at i said i want to take a gap year: i got yelled at i told them im not sure that i want to go to uni: i got yelled at its becoming quite rediculous, the amount of say i DONT have over my future dont tell them, but at the moment im thinking of actually going to uni, doing nursing and specialising in paediatrics, that or social work were gonna have a meeting with the shrink about subject choices and stuff, but its after school finishes, which is reallyquitegay because i need to have my subjects and everything in before the end of the year, maybs ill see if dad can bring it forward I JUST DONT KNOW! and after not eating for like two weeks, im so hungry, im eating as much as before, i had hokkien noodles soaked in butter for brekkie. yum (: but BAD its cold here, and raining, two days ago it was fortythree and HOT and australia still wont do anything about climate change mlia.
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  • eh,

    by donotresuscitate on November 19, 2009
    last PROPER day of school today (: just got my history test, and my english to hand up then im DONNNEEE except for exams >< i cant beleieve its actually here, and im actually still alive. bring on holidays, blue hair, nose peircings && parties (: ah, not much as happend really, schools been dominatiing veyrthign oh, i hooked up with kenny, dont you hate it, you get innto a guym flirt with em for ages, and then finally hook up and you realise you dont like them at all eh. saya harus revisi untuk bahasa sekarang, it terlalu pagi untuk pekerjaan sekolah >
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  • *bitemarks

    by donotresuscitate on November 14, 2009
    "babe iv got a roof of booze and blades" that would be my heaven right now i was home alone, chilling on the phone with lian. they cam home, she slammed the door in my face and kicked me out for what? being on the fucking phone CUNT
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  • kjvhfhl kj m,n sjfhewgiawnxklcveflwituew

    by donotresuscitate on November 12, 2009
    ^ is how i feel.
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  • fuckoffANDDIE

    by donotresuscitate on November 10, 2009
    i cant handle it atm. too much of everythng i want to curl up and disapear im covered in my own bitemarks today, oscar goes 'oh yu so smily today lulu' at that exact moemnt he said it i was contemplating going and buying my bleach after school iv stopped the hw ing i just cant i need to get this out of my system, but i know it will never be gone, its just the way it is why arent i crying/ i am a fucking mosnters with a mask so thick and unbreakable that noone ever sees beneath it im trapped inside my head, i cant get uot i want it gone! out out! go away! forget forget forget forget forget forget
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