Tonight i was full of guilt as many nights before, guilt from my affects on the lives of many souls as a result of my drug use and sale. Was feelin all these memories come from the vault in the back of my mind where i try to confine them, they drudge up these feelings of guilt and wantings of forgiveness. The people that suffered losses in their lives as a result of my past needs an outlet and tonight i found one so relieving to know someone out there who can listen to what i got to say. The words i receive back put my mind at ease. Thanks Special Friend