• Found a true oulet

    by willieboy on March 11, 2010 Tonight i was full of guilt as many nights before, guilt from my affects on the lives of many souls as a result of my drug use and sale. Was feelin all these memories come from the vault in the back of my mind where i try to confine them, they drudge up these feelings of guilt and wantings of forgiveness. The people that suffered losses in their lives as a result of my past needs an outlet and tonight i found one so relieving to know someone out there who can listen to what i got to say. The words i receive back put my mind at ease. Thanks Special Friend No Comments
  • 7-9-09

    by willieboy on July 09, 2009 I have to block out thoughts of you So I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach Leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape To remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head That make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride A nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me Just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted this Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you I'm sober now for 3 whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart Is the one thing that I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you For holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself You were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions On things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself When it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away That I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart To leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street For every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry And I held your face in my hand And then I found out I can't make it go away Just make it stop Come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered: "How could you did this to me?" Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow Hate me so you can finally see What's good for you, for you, for you, for you... No Comments
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