well not really. i just thought that that would be a good opener tonight. but it's true! alright i'm confused. well wile my brain gets unconfused i have an update fo ya. i've been sick for the past month (horible) and i miss sm. but my computer is fixed for good now so you can worship me in person. worship me damnet! but sm saved my life. i've been stressed and angry lately and now i have a place to let it all out. and it feels fucking good. so that's all i have to say and keep preying to me. why don't i hear preying! i fucking own you now so hah. and r.i.p. lux and andy you will be missed fo eva. and now i'm gone!

i've looked all over the net and my school and noone seems to know who gg allin is and if they do then they don't like him because of what he did. where are all the gg fans. i need you to keep ggs mition alive. so go to sm and talk about him. and until then i'll be right hear.

so i go to suggest some artists that i fucking love and listen to all the time and all the artists are denied. what the hell! i even put a website for one so you could look at the bands shit and even listen to the demo! so its not like you can't find them. i want to know why and i want to know now!

i would like to mention fallen leaves because she demanded it for a second. fallen you are cool and one of the people i don't hate. and i don't hate animus. he pissed me off. it was my first day and he said things. i replied.

hey dudes i'm back again. after some unfortunate axadents one involving a sexually confused cat and a retarded chihuahua i'm back. so um yeah. now you can hate me again and if you haven't stopped hating me you can hate me more because now i get to read it! yay!

i just read a journel post by Elimination. he's right. fuck it i'm done. done with school, and everything elce. i'm just gana go to school and fail. do you know what it's like to be blind? your laughed at, made fun of, and called a retard from some guy in virginia. is life worth living? i say no. but i'm stuck. stuck in this life, in this world. i can't kill myself because i don't know what i'm doing. so i'm triing to cope with this life and i'm doing the best i can.

gg allin is soooo stupid. god he makes me soooo mad. he needs to not be such a stupidhead. if you don't like me don't read my threads. fuck you sevenduster you virginion piece of shit!

i am sari to everyone i badmouthed. i have a short temper and i fly off the handle a lot. but not anymore.

i am going to say sory to animus impius for what i put about him. dude i didn't mean it.

i made have made some nasty comments about one user and i am sory. but at least its funny